I'm writing a fic where Light goes crazy.

It's awesome.

I have an L medicom now. :3

I got some of the FMA bookmarks in. :3 I decided to scan said bookmarks. Not high quality, but hey. At least you get a good look. I'm lazy, okay? XD

( Amusing and potentially gay official art ahoy! )

I might x-post this later. I'm kinda sick of getting messages right now. x__x;;

I've missed you, Mustang. It's so nice having you back. I was worried I'd lost you for a while there, but I suppose you're just too stubborn for that, eh, Roy-muse?

Anime!Roy is so easy to write, too. He's not as much of a crazy motherfucker. ...Which is sad. I feel like anime Roy is the type to break down and cry when he loses his mind, whereas manga!Roy breaks down and BLOWS SHIT UP.

Breakdowns in FMA fanfiction are so BORING. There's just a lot of crying and angst. I like it when shit BLOWS UP. I think anime!Roy will have to have his personality tweaked. >D Muahaha. No whining for you. You whine, I swear to god I will TAKE THIS 5 POUND LOLIPOP AND SHOVE IT-

...Anyways, yeah. NaNoRiMo has started off well. =D REALLY well. I've been re-watching the FMA anime (first one), and it's so nostalgic. I think I am going to be buried in my uniform. T_T

The first part of this shit has me tweaking things so Mr. Fuhrer is all LOL I am going to go to the North and kill Mustang myself instead of stay home like an idiot because I have too much pride to let my men take care of it MOVE OUTTA DA WAY HAKURO. And Roy's like "OHSHIT HAVOC D: Uhm, he's gonna die, isn't he? >_>;; ...Crap. Well, fuck my life. :'D Guess I'll go chase Bradley down anyways and kick his ass anyways!" And meanwhile Ed n Al are like "LOL WUT" and Dante is all "LOL" and Al's like "Uhm, dude? I get the feeling I'mma die one way or another here, so..."

All this leads to Hughesmunculus, yus. >D;; YOU SHALL SEEEEEEE. OMG, I'm so excited!

I know I have a few Death Note-y followers, but I need more now that I'm actually bi-fandom. =P I've been having a shitton of fun being one of like 5 good L cosplayers with one of 5 good Light cosplayers cuffed to me. Seriously, I already had similar jeans and a long white shirt. And Light has my old pants, a wig I attacked, shoes he already had, Roy's white dress shirt, and a jacket I gave him forever ago. AWESOME. I even already had a long chain and handcuffs. FATE, I tell you. And we look freakin' HOT.

uh, yeah. No one cares, so I'mma run, kay?

I just thought you all needed to see the icon I made >D

Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about -- it can be anything from my favorite shirt to my dvds. Leave your requests--can be more than one, I don't care--as a comment to this entry, I'll snap the pictures and post them in the next post.

So far:

ALL of my pets (minus Hughes ;)):

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http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y290/darkmythril/dA%20crap/IMG_0518.jpg

Favorite Undies (it was a two-way tie):

http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y290/darkmythril/dA%20crap/IMG_0517.jpg
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Tits (I do not have tits, so I put two coconut halves in my wife beater):

http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y290/darkmythril/dA%20crap/IMG_0515.jpg

The inside of my fridge:

http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y290/darkmythril/dA%20crap/IMG_0525.jpg

A few of my favorite shoes/boots (the others were downstairs... My Roy cosplay boots, my running sneakers, and my pink canvas Demonia boots are not pictured, and these are just my FAVORITES):

http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y290/darkmythril/dA%20crap/IMG_0524.jpg

I've been abandoning LJ.

Or has LJ been abandoning me?

DUN DUN DUN!

...In other news, I'm SO BORED that I'm translating anime songs. Anyone ever notice that the kanji for "ningen", "kagami", "ashita", "hikari", "kokoro", "ame", and "sora" are the first kanji you memorize when translating songs? =P I wonder if Japanese translating English songs notice the words "human", "mirror", "tomorrow", "light", "heart", "rain", and "sky" before any others, or if the Japanese are just SERIOUSLY unoriginal. Errr... excuse me, "cultured". =P

Ordered the first Brotherhood OST. I think this will be the first time I've managed to find it NOT bootlegged. I'd rather not pay for pirated music, since I could just go pirate it on my own. =P Except I wouldn't ever pirate ANYTHING, so we wait for it to come in. C:

YesAsia = god. =D

Happy birthday hikaru_9! Hope you're doing well. =)

Too many birthdays this much and way too much to draw x_X;; ACK.

Hey Lina, Tori, and Chiharu...

YOU GUYS READY TO BETA?!

Also, go check out what black_spandex posted at all_twelve. :3 It's a public release (ooohhh!), so you can snatch it on free_manga. Remember that EdxFalman dj I was all "OOoohhhh!" about? ...Yep. I think this warrants a look!

:3 I've bought some Death Note doujin from rheow, and I may or may not now want to go collect as much binsen as possible. O_O;;

I just felt under my Roy plush's eyepatch to see if he secretly had another eye, and I was expecting blank plush-skin, because that's what I'm used to in the cheap mass-produced plushies I see.

NOPE.

He. Has. A freaking. SCAR. Sewn. Under. His. Freaking. EYEPATCH.

MIND. BLOWN.

Now that I have TWO movie!Roy plushes, I think my movie!Ed plush is going to go commit suicide. v_v;;

I was thinking of giving one as a gift someday, but...

You want one of my TWO extremely rare plushes? Pry it from my cold, dead fingers. <3

I think I'm just determined to have as many self-made icons as possible. This shit is addictive.

...Ahem.

If you're reading this, I want you to know that I love you. C: *hands a flower to you*

And I also want you to know that Death Note is once again taking over my LIFE. I think my mom cried this morning when I was in-character as L. She was like "KDLJKLSFJ RYUUZAKI DON'T DRINK ALL MY TEA D<". ...I do that from time to time. I'm a hardcore cosplayer, and we gotta practice staying IC. The only characters I'm good at are Hughes, L, and Goat, though. ...I'd say I'm good at Sora, but "good" is not a strong enough term. >D;;

Speaking of which, I still need a Sora and a Riku for AAC. =P

Alsoalso

I've managed to get a LITTLE money under my belt. My friend Ari has a job soon, so YAY SOMEONE ELSE TO NAG FOR COMMISSIONS. =P I got my Goat wig, so I can probably order the wefts and such. The fiber is very nice, but it's very... I dunno, THIN. It was a cheaper wig, but since I dun have the money for better, it will have to do. T_T Nice wig, just could be more versatile. Next time I'll just buy straight from CosWorx. It works just fine, though. :3

I'm doing better, just kind of ACK BRAIN ATM. I still have very little money and a lot of expenses (ACK), so I'm hoping I can pay for everything. :c

...I really didn't have anything to say.

Apparently, my betas for chapter one FAILED. xP

Is there anyone here who can grammar nazi (and I DO MEAN GRAMMAR NAZI)? I'm looking for older, more experienced writers this time, and I KNOW I have some who've friended me. ^_^ ...Lina, you seem like the grammar nazi type. 8D

And preferably not too many close friends. ^_^;; Things good friends say tend to hurt xP or they are too NICE. If I am EVER going to stop crying over how much I suck, I need to be able to put something up that does NOT suck, and to do that, I need a writer/grammar nazi. ...I am very determined here. >O GIVE ME GRAMMAR NAZIIIIII *FOAMS*

...Or just Nazis. ...Nazis are sexy. Especially when they are Hughes and they bleed. :'D

Why is everyone's critique of my writing ALWAYS that it's "unpolished"? T_____T I FAIL AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS BLAH I SUCK.

...No, seriously, I dunno how I'm even gonna FINISH this fic if I can't get past my thinking I am terrible at writing. xD Whenever I ask for crit, I hear "unpolished", but... Wha...? Three people have said so about the first chapter of Exodus and I like, want to cry now. ;w; I haven't even really GOTTEN any reviews or anything, at least not like normal... It isn't even your typical "mpreg" and NO ONE SEEMS TO FREAKIN' GET THAT. ...I feel like I shouldn't even bother writing because I'm never happy with anything I write, EVER, and neither is anyone else. I've never even taken an ENGLISH CLASS beyond eighth grade or taken any sort of writing class. I don't even know HOW, I just DO.

...And it shows, and I suck. x__x;; Bigtime, yo. I can't draw, write, RP, or anything. And I can't do anything in the irl world, either. It's really like, no wonder no one EVER comments me. I just got nothing important to say and I suck at writing. ...Plus, everyone also seems to think it's an mpreg in the YAOI sense AND Hughes/Roy, when I clearly state that it is NOT. >_>;; I want to get OUT of the HyuRoi fandom and get interest from people who are into the angst/psychological/alchemic aspect of it. =_=;; ...Except no one is, because my writing sucks. I'm glad for the feedback, and it's an eye-opener. I should not write. x_x;;

My icon is pretty. Now go review my fic. C:

Title: Exodus
Chapter: Chapter One, The Array
Rating: PG-13/T, eventual borderline R/M
Characters: Maes Hughes, Roy Mustang, Edward Elric
Warnings: Angst of the heavy variety, unconventional mpreg, me being a sadistic author, possible, light hints at HughesxMustang
Description: A series of events leaves Mustang frustrated, distraught, and ill. When illness turns to unbearable agony, a startling conclusion threatens to change his life forever.

(Colonel Mustang had no reason to be wary when he first entered the building. The case seemed to be the same as any other involving minor degrees of alchemic mischief: a few bored alchemists with twisted inhibitions using an otherwise innocent-looking building to conduct experiments without State approval or inspection.)

I haven't written anything quite like this, where a lot of alchemy is involved, so I'm a little nervous. ^^; Give it a read?

You guys (especially YOU, Tori xD) need to stop being flist skimmers and read + comment on my crap. =( I read and usually comment on YOUR crap.

...XD Nah, but seriously, I'm kind of wondering where everyone on the internet is lately. I've been getting a lot less feedback than usual. owo;; Busy time for ya'll? ...I miss being spoiled with comments. Go spoil me. =D <3

This is part of a fanfiction that will never be finished that was to be called "Firefly". It'd be a three-part series of oneshots that were broken up into segments telling tiny stories/snapshots that added up to tell a story. The sequel was to be called "Salamander", and the final would be called "Phoenix". "Firefly" WOULD have been their relationship told out-of-order from their first meeting to their becoming "involved" to Maes dumping him for Gracia. "Salamander" would cover things from that point up until his death. "Phoenix" would cover from his death to the resolution.

This was supposed to just be a "stand alone" fic called "First Love", but I planned a bunch of shit for it that just will not happen. I haven't edited anything from it. Bear in mind - it's, I'd guess, over two years old and has not been edited. ...That being said, see how much I've DECLINED in my ability to write them since then. xDDD This is just the very beginning.

( First Love )

Money is getting tight again. >_>;; Is there anyone on my FL who could buy crap from me or commission me?

Also, I REALLY want to start posting Exodus right NOW, but I know better. ;__;

I'm going to be working on Goat and the Ed coat, as well at my Ling costume while I'm over Ari's this weekend. I think I'm going to have to borrow my dad's car. ...And his card, since he's willing to support my "hobby" (OH MY GOD DAD I LOVE YOU) and I honestly can't afford it. ;__;

I have to buy so much, omg. o__o;; I actually think we're all set for the Light costume, though. Brown pants, white button-down, shoes. Light dresses like a normal person. =D ...I'm re-reading Death Note, and I swear I was closer to crying when Light went on about how he would never mess with someone's feelings than I was when Hughes died. ;__; Light needs to, like, NEVER get his memories of being Kira back. EVER. He's AWESOME when he's a nice person.

...Now I REALLY want to go watch a certain AMV. >_>;; I think I love LightxL friendship more than is healthy. My Light needs to give me a hug. NOW. And stop being an asshole and never be Kira again. ...Because dude, Near and Mello SUCK. >( And L is... L. And I think Light dying after becoming Kira is much sadder than Hughes dying because I have to LIVE WITH READING THROUGH HIM BEING NOT-LIGHT UGH BAWWWWW.

...Aside from this, life's pretty good. Urgh. I just wish good = easy. xDD

...Also, my mom is disgusting and needs to stop bringing up sex toys I own at every opportunity she can. -____-;;

...Anyone else thing NaNoWriMo looks waaayyyy too easy?

I can write on the fly, have no issue hashing out things in a hurry, never shut up, and have one MASSIVE project ahead of me that I have not yet -written- more than a ideas of or really planned. 50,000 words? Sheesh. They seriously have a BOOK on this crap? ...It's just writing a load of crap. ...Literally. Writing a story without editing. I do that all the time. xD The word minimum and timeframe aren't even frightening.

I say, I should really write TWO 50,000 page novels IN THE SAME MONTH. ...Sadly, while I had NO LIFE last her, I just might this year, so I dunno. =/ I guess we'll see. I HOPE 50,000 words is a challenge!